He’s seems perfect to me. He’s funny, tall, cute,  strong and very brave. He protects me and the country I live in. We’ve known each other for a while and I think maybe fate brought us back together. He’s already been married once but that doesnt discourage me at all! people sometimes dont think properly and people need to make mistakes to see the light. maybe i am that light he see’s. 
I dont think it can be anything else but fate. He appeared when I needed help and we seem to help eachother even though he is deployed. but he comes back in 2 weeks! :D

we’ll see how it goes ;) 

do you know how hard it is for me when you talk about my old friends in front of me and not to mention you talk about how fucked up you get knowing damn well im not supposed to drink anymore. look i know you dont give a fuck anymore but its making it so difficult to stay on track. i just really need to get away from this place…